January 8 – See people I love

I am determined to post every day! DETERMINED.

I am practically falling asleep at my keyboard here, but I wanted to do a quick post to talk about something that happened today that’s very much at the heart of this project. You see, I was scheduled to go to book club and I was going to post about it. I love my book club. We are a weird, funny group. But then I got a text from my aunt. She had a surprise layover tonight at the airport, she’s a flight attendant, and she wanted to know if I wanted to grab dinner.

Um, yes.

This month is all about doing things, and planning things, but also throwing that plan out the window when something happens. Whether it’s because something is not working or because something better comes up, it’s all about just doing what will make me happy and fulfilled.

Tonight, that meant skipping book club and hanging out with my aunt and Michael. And we had a great time chatting and eating mediocre hotel burgers and having an adventure trying to get to the hotel. One bus, one 20 minute walk, and one car service later, we finally made it there and back.

It’s going to be a busy month for hanging out with people and I love that. A good friend is coming to the city this weekend, another already stayed with me a couple of days, and I’m seeing someone in a few weeks that I haven’t seen in a long time. Seeing people I love? High on my list of happy-making things this month.

Random Sunday Thoughts, October Reads

I have several posts half-written in my drafts folder, all waiting to be polished up and finished, but I seem to be full of ambition and not a lot of motivation these past few weeks. They’ve been weeks filled with highs and lows, last summer hurrahs and visits from friends and to family, but also with stress and the first colds of fall. I was hoping this would be the year that I wouldn’t get sick as much. Maybe I’ve had the worst cold I’ll have all winter. A girl can dream.

Part of me feels like I wasted a beautiful day, but I’ve been sitting by my back door with the windows open, fresh air making its way through my top-floor apartment, the sun shining on our couch. I’ve read the afternoon away, and it’s passed slowly, lazily and I cannot complain. We made cheese and couscous for lunch, with roasted broccoli. Another summer meal for dinner, with hot dogs, mashed cauliflower, and watermelon. Okay, at some point while I was writing up this post, we decided to cook the frozen pizza we’ve been craving all weekend. Hot dogs, cauliflower and watermelon on Tuesday, then!

This week, I read The Secret History for the second time, almost a year to the day since I read it for the first time. Like with most rereads, I found new things that I didn’t notice the first time, things that annoyed me, but also new things to love. I still count this book as one of my favorite reading experiences and I think I will reread it again, but with a longer time between reads, maybe in a few years. Our theme for my book club this month was to choose a book that you wanted to share with the group and my suggestion of The Secret History was the winner. I’m excited (and nervous!) to see what everyone thinks. Our meeting is tomorrow, and hopefully I’ll have a post up about it next week.

I decided a while back that I wanted this to be the autumn of rereading. Not for any reason other than the fact that I knew I wanted to reread The Secret History and there’s no better time than when the seasons change and everyone goes back to school. Then, I was thinking back when Ray Bradbury passed away, that I desperately want to reread Something Wicked This Way Comes this year. It’s one of my favorite books and I haven’t read it since I first began blogging. Then I started thinking about how there were so many influences of Something Wicked This Way Comes in The Night Circus. Even though I only read The Night Circus in the Spring, I’ve been craving it and I want to reread it, though I’m not sure I’ve ever read a book again so soon after reading it the first time.

So, the Wicked Circus Read was born. I’m going to be reading these two books in October, in conjunction with RIP and Halloween, and hopefully posting my thoughts during the last week of October. I’d love for you to join me. This is going to be a very informal readalong. I’m reading the books and if you’re interested, I hope you’ll join me! I plan on using the hashtag #wickedcircus to talk about the books on Twitter. I know October is a busy month for readalongs and reading projects, so that’s why this isn’t more official than having a button and a post date of “the end of October,” but it would be fabulous to have company!

How to Keep Your Volkswagen Alive by Chris Boucher

I’ve gone and joined a book club. It’s a very diplomatic book club, in the sense that every week, six of us nominate books (first come first serve) and then those books are put to a vote. We read the book with the most votes. Every few months, the book club leader has us nominate books that were nominated before, but didn’t win. That is how I came to nominate How To Keep Your Volkswagen Alive by Chris Boucher.

You see, I had it in my head that it was a graphic novel.

It isn’t.

It’s a strange novel, probably one of the strangest I’ve ever read. Essentially, the book is about the nameless main character (literally — he sold his name for some hours), and his Volkswagen son. His father is killed by a heart attack tree while he is waiting for the narrator to meet him for dinner. Then the tree runs away with the diner and his father. The narrator and his Volkswagen son never know if his father is alive or dead. The novel goes back and forth between stories like this and also holds onto a manual structure, teaching you how to keep your other-worldly Volkswagen running.

Words take on entirely new meanings in How to Keep Your Volkswagen Alive. I spent most of the book thinking about Lewis Carol’s poem “Jabberwocky.” We studied that poem in linguistics because it shows something very interesting about language. Even though the words are completely made up, you can mostly point to them and say which ones are verbs, nouns and adjectives. You can also get some kind of meaning out of it. When you read that poem, you picture something happening. You “understand” it to a degree.

In that same way How to Keep Your Volkswagen Alive isn’t about Volkswagens or trees or anything particularly shocking. It’s about family. It’s about love. Most of all, it’s about grief.

I don’t want to mislead you – How to Keep Your Volkswagen Alive is an incredibly frustrating book and there are parts, especially the more manual-like parts, that I skimmed. It’s like a work out for your brain, though, and one that I actually enjoyed, even when I was frustrated. You see, in Boucher’s alternative world, objects are people and people are objects. The narrator’s son is a Volkswagen. He dates a stained glass window. He gets into a fight with a leaf and a toaster. When you are reading, it’s difficult to imagine and your brain kind of goes back and forth between picturing the actual objects and the people they represent.

Many of the people in my book club were frustrated by this book. Many people dropped out of the meeting because they couldn’t finish it. I had some problems with it. Even though I thought it was well done, I think Boucher got bogged down in the conceit of the manual by trying to mimic the style of the original How to Keep Your Volkswagen Alive. Those parts were mostly unnecessary and I think they would have been far more interesting if they had been fewer and farther between. I was probably the only person at book club who admitted to actually enjoying reading the book.

I liked the challenge. I liked that Boucher, despite speaking nonsense for most of the book, was able to so accurately represent grief. But as someone else pointed out, there just wasn’t much story here. People are born, people die, people grieve. I think that was actually a conscious decision on Boucher’s part. Anymore and the confusing language would have been too much, too strange. If your language and the way you tell your story is going to be complicated, the actual plot has to be pretty simple.

It’s not perfect, but this strange novel was exciting to read. I can’t wait to see what kind of novel Boucher writes next. Perhaps he’ll surprise us all and write something very mundane and normal, but I hope not.